Newsletter: A guide for the journey or solve it alone by yourself?
The teacher will reveal himself when the time is right
How are you doing?
Has the past period been challenging for you?
Do you feel alone on your path?
Are you waiting for the right person to guide you?
Have things been overwhelming and is it difficult to find clarity?
Are you lacking motivation to pick yourself up and continue forward?
You are not alone, that’s for sure! Accepting this is already a big step forward.
Rekindling your inner fire to get back to a state of action is the next step.
As soon as the ball starts to roll it is time to gain clarity and overview in your current situation to create a plan. With understanding each element and seeing the tools clearly it becomes time for action.
To share a story with you, I never searched for my teachers and people that have been guides on my own path. It came down to moving forward with dedication and motivation in order to reveal the next step ahead. Most definitely in times when everything was chaotic and unclear.
Staying stuck or frozen were the energies that kept me stuck in old cycles and patterns. Even not knowing where the next step would lead me, I listened to my guts, observed my dreams and practiced a focus for attention to be able to observe what each day had to bring. Come up with at least some basic terms and goals for each day.
Do something for myself, do something good for my environment.
Eat well and regularly, even when my stomach is blocked from stress and anxiety.
Because energy is necessary to step into action and to fuel your inner fire.
Physical exercises, would help to reactivate my digestive system, would help me to deal with chaotic and overwhelming thoughts.
How am I breathing today? Is it shallow? Is it short? Observe and redirect, bringing attention to deeper breaths after the physical exercises bring a state of relaxation and create space in order to achieve more clarity.
The rest will come forward out of this basic foundation. With the right clarity you’ll start to notice synchronicities and your guts will speak louder and more clear.
After bringing attention to these parts things would be in motion and so I managed to get myself into the right state to observe the signs coming to. Dreams would become more clear for example. This is how I met Ron, my first teacher who introduced me to the Amazonian traditions of healing with plants. I wasn’t searching for him, but my intention was focused on simply finding the next step and the right person to reveal himself. In this dream he invited me to visit him and become his student. And so I took action. Even knowing that I was in a situation that looked impossible to get out of. Which was just the first sight in my state of chaos.
A couple of years later, I found myself again in a wicked situation. Diving into the same nightmare over and over each time I fell asleep during one of my dietas. Not being in the jungle, on my own as I did most of my own journey. All of a sudden there is this moth sitting next to my bed in a room where there were no windows or other ways for bugs to enter my room. Quietly hearing thoughts coming up to go out and drink a cup of tea. I wasn’t sure, as soon as I made my mind up I turned around again in bed to get up and get ready to go and the moth was gone. Nowhere to be seen in the room, no way out…
A couple of hours later I find myself on a terrace, drinking a cup of tea and encountering some friends. They started to talk about this healer that they want to visit in the city for Ayahuasca ceremonies in the coming days. And I thought by myself that I could use a second opinion on these nightmares and to get a double check on the energies that I was dealing with. So I decided to go with them to see this old man.
While stepping towards a mototaxi, to drive to his house, we walk by a wall on the corner of ‘el Plaza del armas’ (Iquitos) and there is the same moth… Sitting on the wall facing towards the direction of the moto taxis. I wanted to show a friend and as soon as I got his attention we turned around, again, the moth was gone.
And so I met Pedro, the healer that is still my number one to go to for guidance or assistance. He became my next teacher.
For the moth, I learned later that moths are symbols for your ancestors. And I know from experience that my grandmother has been keeping a close eye on me ever since she passed away. But I wouldn’t have seen this if I wasn’t present and calm in my mind. These seem like small things, but when you add them up and see them in the overview it was very clear that this was the guidance that I needed. But it took action from my side in order to put things in motion and I always had a choice along the way to take it or to leave it.
Ever since learning grew exponentially. By having a more experienced healer on my side I was able to learn faster and understand specific techniques and visions quicker, because there was someone to show me and inform me. If I would have continued this all by myself without accepting it, it would have taken me way longer to get to the point where I’m standing today. Because I would have had to figure it all out by myself.
Would you like to have such support on your side?
I would be happy to guide you!
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I wish you all an empowering day!
With love gratitude,
Nick